life is just like a fairy-tale

2007-04-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

IM TRYNA REVIVE MY BLOG SOMEHOW //

loveees(:

2007-01-04T07:30:00.000-08:00

3F 2007 ROCK THE WORLD ! ((:

student council \ prefectorial board \ pupil parliament \ politics party etc . bloody cool . x))

the milo drinkers plus maker .
i love to drink milo, ohmyymama !
daryl's milo saves the world ! =DD
one buck fer the milo, wenbin !
a milo can is green .
bechkam drinks milo . x))
\\\ but i still like my own milo . [:

HELLOO(: TO JIAJIE . MUCHMUCHMUCHLOVEES TO HIM !

chere` (:

2006-12-06T08:30:00.000-08:00

HEY YOU LOOK UP HERE II.
wells the mediator says.
" post a pure, serious and concrete post " .
yes i shall .

MY FAULT ;
i said " shutt upp larr " despite knowing that you're joking .
mebbe i shldn let what is happening affect how i treat you , like i said the mediator knows better .
MY RIGHT ;
im unhappy about a two-time-public-insult , even though its yes , a joke .?

YOUR FAULT ;
a two-time-public-insult .
throwing that pink bimbotic hat at my face .
thinking or suspecting that im going close to you these two years because of something .
YOUR RIGHT ;
you can get angry with me cus i told you to shut up . ( but hello , i dint yell at you . )

anws , i just wanna state .
yes you're the one who talks to me calmly first , most of the time .
but think back .
when i always talk to you first when you're still angry or wadevr ,
how on earth do you react .?
i could just give up like how you're giving up now .

i dunno if this is pure , concrete and serious .

((:

2006-12-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

HEY YOU LOOK UP HERE .
you know what .
i know im at fault .
IM SORRIE .
but its like YOU'RE NOT AT A SINGLE FAULT .
NO NO NOT AT ALL .
sorrie that i asked you to " shut up lar " .
ask the mediator why .
but oh wells .
i know you're joking .
like fucking its not just you and me there to kid about SALIVA .
not once but twice .
AND THX for that hat landed on my face .
IT DON HURT YEAH .

im sorrie , ON MY PART .

" being attitude dont give you attitude . "
why .
the mediator knows more .
btw , we are good friends .
mebbe we just simply disagree too much with each other at times .
you know .
our temperaments .

((:

2006-11-29T08:48:00.000-08:00

HELLOO:D
.em stpmet syawla ti; eid & flesym llik llahs i -

you aint seeing anything
just on your accord
you set the definition
surrendering always seem so
so fixed on me
for once
think for me will you
think on another side as well
will you
OH DAMN.

oh shut up .

2006-10-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

my comp's fixed ! XDD back to juz post tht this blog's still here alryts . yes .

leaving fer shanghai in 3 days time. will miss singapore;
WILL MISS YOU .

happy bunkmate chelsia .! [:
tag.

im off
chere `Child Of God . (:

2006-09-13T06:38:00.000-07:00

start of dislike.

BLOG! [:
im back to update. but firstly, some shoutouts first aye. =D

SHOUT-OUTS! (:
deveyDEAR -hihi lovellaye. 8 more papers left aye. you gotta keep it up and rmb im still and alw here fer you okae? loving you like alws. =)
lisa -bloody kuku girl. MY KNEE ARH. =.= sleep more at home kaes. rest wells. still got many things to talk abt aye. loves.
yulin -im waiting fer my buffet treat. AHEMS! x)) so long nvr talk fer vv long time. gotta catch it up one day aye. i still love you my daughter, don worry. huggs.
zixiang -thx aye boy. thx fer being my listening ear. my ear's also here kaes. [:
reuben -hehs brother! tht night of talking was good. vv good indeed. so im one of ur best frens aye. haha. u're too alryts. hope next year can same class. >.< <3>CHERISH.
}}learnt nvr to go bugis junction mos burger agn. fucking attitude a cleaning aunty there haf. pissed off by her tdy.
}} REDS HAIRDRESSING SALON COULD BE A SHOP IN GREEN

pin-pointed tht morning.
i can & dare to say tht-
its comments of the past.
i've improved and he juz don get it.
forget it.
i'll make you see it.
thx alotalotalot miss lee. (:

hope you rmb & mean wad you say. x))

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-09-04T05:26:00.000-07:00

thr are two mountains next to each other.
u're on one, im on another.
one day the two mountains came tgt,
and we met.

hola. i shall update now aye. someone's complaining im not updating, which is like- eight days.? not veh long right.? =.= hmms. dots. glad tht i got tags in these three days tht i dint visit my blog at all. jiayous aye.! more tags.! hehs. x))

things are like FINALY SOLVED. but i dunno if i shld be happie abt it or nots. mixed feelings i guess. happy and sad. (",) im countdown-ing to sth which could last forever. and so acty the decision i've made does not rly matter at all. i've told him wad i think. hope he gets it. so i gotta take it as thou i've a few more months to live on. and cherish evry'd i haf now. do sth great outta each and evry day.? hurr. i feel the pain in miie. and i dunno if i shld be crying or laughing now aye. the best thing- WAIT FER MIIE. will you.? WADEVR.

pub is gonna haf an outing.! <33>

learning is indeed painful.

chere` Child Of God. ((:

2006-08-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

the third meaningless & torturous day.
how long more would it be.?

2006-08-23T08:39:00.001-07:00

a nice cut.
a fine slit.
a beautiful flow of blood.

devey is lovellaye. thank him fer his love he's given me.
lisa is wonderful. hope you'll alw be within my sight, you'll alw be here.
yulin is uber great. love her so much.
alexander is caring. thx loads but you rly don haf to feel hurt. even if you haf to its all in the past.
chelsia is demanding. shld i gif my promise.?
lijing is stubborn. gif it back to miie. i can buy a new one and stuff it in my bra. so you wont see it.
mavis is nice. at least she comforts me.
evryone arnd me who asked if im alryt are all great people. [:
AS FOR YOU. I HOPE IM STILL HANGING ON. PROBLEMS ARE MEANT TO BE SOLVED, AND BE CONFIDENT AFT THAT. YOU'LL SEE THE RAINBOW. GIVING UP SOLVES SHIT.

it is a sin.
it is a selfish act.
it is a useless way out.

chere` Child Of God ))))):

2006-08-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

so the sky's crashing in again.

i've nth much to say at this point of time. juz a rly short post perhaps. that'll do the job.

here comes the maybank temptation again. i may seem alryt aye. wells. im not. the feeling's getting stronger and i cant take it anmr. its swirling in my head and im lost in my own world. i've backslided. may i know where God is now.? can He still here me.? i hope He does. wadevr, i still thank DEVEY, YULIN, LISA & EDISON.

some miraculous thing happened last night. on 21 aug 2006. i'll alw rmb tht date. i found him. finally. aft a year. and im glad he's doing fine. my respect fer him haf nvr decreased over the months. was so touched when he i talked to him on the phone ytd. he prayed fer me and the tears came down. was so glad- tht i found you.

wif the one finger im hanging on,
im still holding on so tightly.
my grip has nvr loosen.
its not gonna end juz like that.
you know how i feel.

chere` Child Of God )))))))))))))))))))):

2006-08-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

im hanging on.
wif one finger.

wow. its been like arnd one month since i blogged. comp was spoilt and a new one juz arrived not long ago. x)) wells. not in any blogging mood now. but juz update a short post yeah.? hooraye.

its so cool. would anyone injure her ass and onli see a doc two weeks ltr.? HAHA. THATS MIIE. =D when i went to the doc finally, he was like "tskk-tskk. i cant rly help you. that bone there's called the CORTZIX BONE. "???" it has to cure by itself. so i'll give you some painkillers and A 2WEEK MC FROM ALL PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES. ((:" no pe NO DANCE(: no rock climbing no napfa. OH MY MAMA. then i'll hafta go back again to see if i need more mc. hehs. kewl aye.!

{emo yi xia.}
realised im a changed person now. a btr person. but i aint as cheerful anmr. i dunno why. suicidal thots come into my mind like evryday.? hmms. happened twice. i almost ended my life. and its like over no reason at all. someone teach miie how to smile. HA-HA-HA. perhaps juz too many reasons to state and rmb and get it clear.

SOME SHOUTOUTS TO SAY. ((:
benjamin devey- thx my dear. u're alw the one and the key thats by my side whnevr i don feel right. u're alw the one i think of to confide. and like i tolda. don be too nice to miie. you rly don haf to, and my heart will break when you leave. i'll save my words and my hug fer farewell. love ya. smuackx. (:
{don wanna thank HIM here. elsewhere perhaps. much more to say than devey.}
yulin- heys girl. thx fer being my great great fren who's alw trusting miie. and alw there fer miie too. i'll alw be there fer you too alryts.? come to miie. and i'll go to you as well. we'll emo and cry tgt kaes. at this crucial point of time. loves. [:
lisa- u're great too. i love you girl. =D

nth much else.
38th student council forever.
pubpub rocks alwaes& alwaes& till the end of the world.

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-07-18T06:37:00.001-07:00

im tired
and struggling to stay strong.
but when i cant hold on,
its time i said goodbye.

im juz letting the days pass like that alryts. im not gonna think much abt tmr, mebbe i'll juz get banged or sth. x)) i dunno. i've a feeling sec sch students do much more than the president of the nation. damn. nvms.
tell miie when i can break down man. [:

I DID STH STUPID TDY.
i acty blushed so much you know? DAMN MUCH. was in the canteen wif joeh huiling reuben weyjian jj & yulin aft sch eating prawn noodles. *huiling don eat the prawns.?* haha. then AHEMS came along. i went like crazy PER NORMAL. =.= so we were like damn fake {mebbe real.?} then went like evry'w near him then took a total of 31 pics and 1 video of him. yayness. =D wad the fuck am i doing man.? hehs. but i cant deny he's one of the most handsome freak you see arnd ahs luh my dear. =) and so i went totallaye mad okae? wadevr. DUMB SPASTIC HUILING. bleahs. =x
I BLUSHED. LIKE I SAID- I BLUSHED.

even weeks sci lab is- OMG.
3c 3f 1c 2k. =.=

so many thngs to think abt. so many thngs to worry abt. sometimes the ppl arnd who doesnt know a single shit juz wont undstnd. i can split myself. i cant leave the work all alone. not fer this one especially. {mebbe onli kahwee knows this}. wadevr. tell miie how i shld be strong. tell miie how i can put these all up and fix them like some jigsaw puzzle. like i said, mebbe suicidal's the best thing evr. all the sorrows and pains will be drowned in seconds. i shant say much any'm. im giving up on myself. and evrything arnd. sick of this world. //dead connection.

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-07-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of your head. dont read the questions till the list of 20 is done.
1. chere mun! yess miie! (:
2. bryan toh.
3. edison ang.
4. aloysius koh.
5. stefan koh.
6. lim huiyin.
7. kelly chew.
8. evelyn yong.
9. melly ang.
10. fang jiajie.
11. reuben yap.
12. tan lijing.
13. chelsia chua.
14. chua kahwee.
15. andrew chang.
16. chiew zhixin.
17. chester koh.
18. benjamin devey.
19. victor chan.
20. ang wei sheng.
*NOT IN ORDER OF MERIT. BY RANDOM.*

1. how did you meet 16?
ooh. zhixin. i meet her in ahs, and i knew her in council. MAMA! =D

2 .what would you do if you've never met 2?
errs.! wad would i do if ive nvr met bryantoh.? i dunno. >.<

3. what would you do if 13 and 4 dated?
haha! aloy&chelsia! omg. they don even know each other luhh. she doesn’t quite like him, and she’s too tall fer him. she’s like 170? [:

4. did you ever like 7?
oh! i alw liked kelly. i liked her like her liking her gonna love her am loving her! =]

5. would 5 and 18 make a good couple?
bleahs. this is crap. stefan&benjamin kor! they’re both guys and they’re my good ol’bro man!

6. describe 3.
oh. edison’s our great comm head now, and he’s nice and understanding. he looks like mr chua. yess i still think so! :D

7. do you think 6 is attractive?
HUIYIN! yess she’s attracted miie long ago. XD

8. tell me abt 12.
lijing’s a chicken that clarks and sleeps in sch evry’d. i love her. i love her tender meat! ^^

9. do you know any of 20's family?
errs. wei sheng? this quiz’s random. and i don even talk to him. =.=

10. what is 14's favourite?
haha. kahwee loves yiting and PIINK. and she’s gonna LOVE PUB. <33

11. what will you do if 15 just confessed he/she likes you?
wad the fff-. that’s imp kaes. but yess he’s handsome/ kinda cute. wadevr. LAODA! =D

12. what language does 9 speak?
melly knows english. chinese. mebbe a bitta malay?

13. who is 1 going out with?
haha! who am i gg out wif? eh. NO ONE. (:

14. how old is 11?
he’s the same age as miie luh. bird’s 13+! <{=…

15. when is the last time you talked to 19?
victor? don rly talk to him. mebbe a bye on thurs? hmms.

16. what is 8's favourite band/singer?
hmms. acty. i don rly know. EVELYN!! (‘,)

17. would you ever date 10?
date fang? oh my- that’s. NO. he’s my bro. =)

18. would you ever date 17?
HAHA! DATE CHESTER. he onli know miie by face. but i tell you. HE’S FUCKING HANDSOME. =D

19. is 2 single?
wad kinda crap is this. ? yea. bryantoh’s single. my cussie’s single. =.=

20. what is 17's last name?
OH CHESTER. koh chun kai CHESTER. (:

21. would you ever be in a serious relationship with 6?
oh pls. im alr serious wif HUIYIN. don doubt alryts. <33

22. what school does 15 go to?
andrew laoda goes to anglican high school like miie. x))

23. where does 4 live?
aloy? hey dear whr do you live? XD

24. what's your favourite thing about 11?
reuben.? seriously. nth. mebbe he helps miie a lot? x))

25.have you seen 18 naked?
=.= mebbe in the pool that time. topless. he claims he has a good body, right devey kor? [:

okae. im done wif the quiz. i haven been blogging fer a veh long time i guess. yess it is. nth much happened these days. sch days are juz like that. juz that ive been psycho-ing arnd in sch these days over some stupid stuffs. ppl sitting arnd miie shld noe right. the name i’ve been calling out so often recently. x)) and ive been thinking a lot AGAIN. and im so like busy now. wif sch work, and pub stuffs. gonna do a good proposal. aint gonna let it fail. PUB ROCKS<3
eh and yeah. thanking leonard. talk to miie more about that art of studying alryts? wanna get good influence. but i still cant think of you as someone who studies. thanks yea. loves. {stop ur vulgarity to miie}.
looking forward to council investiture. its here once again. im anticipating im excited! XD but it means that sec4s are also leaving. like wad my wishlist says- I HOPE FER AN ENDLESS 2006. alth i know is imp. but. haiis. x(( why are things like that.
even thou my fav england&potugal’s out alr. BUT I STILL LOVE THEM. hope france will win. GO FRANCE! =) {shld i tryna love germany too? cus chester likes it}.

wadevr. ciao. period.

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-06-23T17:50:00.000-07:00

DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOING TO LIE.

1. Will you tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth so help you god?
i don quite get this. but i think i will. GOD! =D

2. What kind of shirt are you wearing?
a normal blue and yellow tee with the word MERCURY behind- MY PRI SCH PE TEE. =)

3. Have you ever kissed anyone in your friendster list?
no. not on that list.}

4. Do you have 'a thing' for anyone on your top 8?
top 8? a thing? hmms.

5. How many people in your friendster list do you know in real life?
almost evryone.

6. How many kids do you want to have?
gotta see how many whoever-HE-is wants too, & how much sperms he has. x))}

7. Do you have a good relationship with both your parents?
hmms. NO.

8. Do you make over 40k a year?
i wish i could.

9. What name would you want to have besides the one you have?
i want my real name to be CHERE.

10. What did you do for your last birthday.
somehow not in my memory. =x

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
right here waiting & xiang ni. x))

12. What time did you wake up today?
8am. im gg wanzhen's hse. bleahs. =p

13. What were you doing at midnight two nights ago?
i was sms-ing. mebbe watching tv. (",)

14. How many of your ex's are on your friendster list?
two i guess.}

15. Do you like having your hair pulled?
NO.

16. Name something you can't wait to do?
too many. mebbe grow 16? *don think dirty* x))}

17. Last time you saw your mummy?
last night.

18. Do you get along with your siblings?
no siblings sorraye. ;D

19. What is the one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
FAT-less. [:}

20. If you had $250,000 how would you spent it?
give $50,000 to the charity. save $100,000 into my bank. give $40,000 to my mom. (this don mean she's less impt than charity.) spend the rest $60,000. ((:

21. Have you ever talked to Tom?
hmms. that's my dad's ex name- so. YES.

22. Describe what colour underwear are you wearing?
a low cut v-back brown one. sabina sport. =)}

23. Last thing you ate?
two char siew buns. DON BE STUPID.}

24. What's your favourite month?
NOVEMBER. JANUARY.

25. Your least favourite month?
JUNE. JULY.

26. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?
i- forgot.

27. Who is getting on your nerves right now?
im nice. NOBODY. =D

28. Most visited webpage?
my blog. other's blog. x))

29. Last person you text messaged?
bryan.}

30. Last person to make you sad.
bryan.}

31. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
BESTEST BESTEST BEST fren. ;D

32. Favourite kind of drink?
plain HL milk. tea & coffee. alcohol.

33. Favourite food?
too much to state.

34. Favourite dessert?
i dunno.

35. If someone you hated die, what will you do?
haf no expression. but think i'll still cry. cus SOMEONE DIED. (:

this is stupid. cus im rly bored kaes. x))
and i've been thinking lots recently. certainly repenting eh. hmms. haha.
KAES. off to bathe. and im gg wanzhen's hse. =D

publicity will improve.
i love PUBLICITY. <33

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-06-19T04:45:00.000-07:00

MY WISH CAME TRUE.
cus i met up with baochuan early this morning at 10 to get breakfast. then we took a taxi to sch and had her big breakfast & my sausage mcmuffin. =p stupid freak did not want her tea cus the sugar was drenched. rarhh. waste water. x)) saw junle aft that. had a chat alryts.
THEN I ASKED HIM "IS STEFAN IN COUNCIL?"
AND HE CALLED CHERLYN TO ASK- STEFAN IS IN COUNCIL! YES HE'S IN! MY BELOVED BRO IS IN COUNCIL! IS THAT WORTH ELEVEN CHEERS? =D
alw wanted him in council. alw wanted a chance to work with him again. like how we used to get into mischieve in pri sch tgt. hehs.
so my wish came true. =)

heys stefan.
mebbe u'll see this, or mebbe u'll not.
im rly happie and touched that you made it.
i've longed to see you in the tie.
rly.
these two days are left fer you to decide.
and seriously, if u've made up ur mind,
you don hafta care abt miie alryts.
juz cus i helped you.
go fer wad you rly want kaes.
{thou i rly wish fer you in my comm}
having you in council with miie is enuf.
and i wanna see sth kaes.
i wanna see the capable stefan.
good luck bro.
and i'll alw rmb the sentence you typed juz now.
love ya. <33

went out with MIAOQIAN juz now. promised to blog that i went out with her. x)) had a rly great talk. tolda- WE CLICK. =D

looking forward to wed. not the morning. =x but the AFTERNOON. =)

keep the spirit in the air.
council forever. (:

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-06-11T22:52:00.000-07:00

IM BACK FROM REWARD CAMP. =D
currently, there's a mixed feeling within miie. shld i feel happie? or shld i feel sad? ive been thinking alot again. the same ol' reason.
I LOVE COUNCIL; I'LL MISS SEC4S; COUNCIL FOREVER.

lets start from student camp alryts?
i had this wonderful team of AMERICAN IDOLS from CHANNEL U. XD channel u rocks so much! ahyumimi ahyuahyumi~ ahyumimi ahyuahyumi~ ahyumimi ahyuahyumimi~ ahyuahyumimi ahyuahyumi~! thats our hse cheer. so gaoxiao. =D then we had SHERILYN, MARCUS & LIZHEN JIE as our group leaders.
sherilyn- oh my LAOGONG! enjoy laughing and les-ing with you. haha! =)
marcus- he cant stop laughing at sean and sk's dirty jokes. he's nice though. we chiong'ed fer amazing race arh! [:
lizhen jie- we shared our tiny secrets. you're a nice person to talk to! and thanks fer praying fer miie on the last night. JESUS ROCKS. (:
yea. and i rededicated my life to God again. im sorrie God that ive alw been straying away from you. God will give my strength & wisdom to move on, along with Him yeah!
i love; praise & worship. tian cai zhi ye. (daonie swee my chia & antholina !sumbong) XD haha! bbq nite. campfire. amazing race. bible study. etc. the camp simply rocks.
AND SHLD I TELL MYSELF NOT TO SLEEP WITH SHEENA EVER AGAIN? SHE KICKS AND SHE SNORES. BUT I LIKE SLEEPING WITH HER COS WE HUGGS! (:
freedom from God. (:

NOW REWARD CAMP. (:
these were wonderful three days of my life. tried to let time pass slowly by not sleeping at night. but time still had to pass like that. THESE THREE DAYS CALLS FER THE UNOFFICIAL END TO SEC4S COUNCIL LIFE. ): juz like that. i know the sec4s are feeling real sad & hard to let go, deep inside. but they juz don show it. mebbe they don want a scene like the farewell night to appear. juz one time of sadness would be enough. and they'll leave it fer farewell. rly regretted hating council at the veh beginning, and start loving the sec4s and loving council when i realised they're leaving soon. HATE THE INAPPRECIATIVE MIIE. bleahs. i'll appreciate them when i can now. hope there's still time. THEY'LL BE MY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES- ONLI STARTING FROM NEXT YEAR. =)

the first day- i met michelle, weyjian & zhixin fer early breakfast in macs. they were late fer 20mins and i waited since 5.55am. >.< then we took a taxi up to sch cus we were supposed to reach sch at 7am. then the stupid taxi driver made us laugh. he's damn RACIST.he started talking abt why drivers don like to pick up indian passengers. =.= gosh. can someone sue him? haha! kidding.
took the long bus ride and we started our BRIDGE. bridge's a beautiful game alryts. im addicted to it. then we stopped fer a few times to go to the toilet. i introduced a good food to yulin and zhixin! herbal egg! nice right nice right. [= hehs.
we were veh fascinated by the facilities at first. but we realised it was all BULLSHIT kaes. i bet if there wasnt fer roadsigns you wouldn be able to find the BEACH. =.=
my bunkmates were nienyuan, chermain, yulin, michelle & zhixin at first. then we changed with 17C1, so then sec2s went up to stay with zhuting. we were so HIGH. x)) zhuting's nice! juz that she's the same as sheena. (as mentioned above) haha! we slacked our time thru free & easy. and had a simple night game. BRIDGE nite! had boontiong & yongsheng in our bunks. zzz.

the second day- woke up in the morning and ate the same stupid breakfast. the food's like wad you can find in a normal singapore foodstall alryts. hmms. (",)
then we had station games. it was kinda nice. esp the water captain's ball. woosh! had a great time with huiyin, kelly, evelyn and melissa in the pool. juz realised i could feel so comfortable with secfours. thats great. once again. COUNCIL SEC4S ROCKS. =)
then we went makota to shop! not much acty. bought some clothes. and pub had lunch with andrew, meng and rongbin in pizza hut! yea.
there were many in my apartment that night. they watched the world cup, BRIDGED, and played hai nan ji fan. but fer miie, that night was beautiful. had a good sleep. * SWEET* (:

the third day- we woke up and had the same DUMB breakfast. packed up and went johor! gosh. there were many things to buy there acty. but i juz missed them all. regretted not buying them all. rarhh. and i did my shopping with huiyin. COOL! liked going out with her. love ya! back to singapore. END OF COUNCIL SEC4S LIFE.

i'll still love council.
till the end of the world.

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-06-02T18:36:00.000-07:00

i'll rebuild your faith.
thanks for hanging on there.
we'll succeed.
i love you.

student camp ltr! x)) caleena yiting kahwee wanzhen mavis yunii sheena rachel sk sean AND MIIE. it'll be fun yea? YES. my blog will remain stagnant till after the tenth. but still tag okae! REWARD CAMP! gonna let that be a real meaningful one. cus its the last camp with the sec fours. ciao. period. =)

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-06-01T17:31:00.000-07:00

when there is still love,
i don understand.
no.

can someone tell me how to live on?
i really hope things have not gotten this way.
the way it is now, that im feeling so painful,
and im dying inside.
i no longer yearn fer the light tomorrow.
just let the darkness swallow me up.
eat me whole so i don feel this way anymore.

you said- you've lost faith.
you've lost trust.
and you're feeling insecure cause of them.
sorrie fer doing all these.
all these that you do not like at all.
im really sorrie.
ive tried to assure you.
but you still take them as such great rivals.
there's onli you i love, really.

but the other way round,
you think i don feel this way?
i do get jealous.
i do feel inferior.
i keep this to myself.
i just don wanna add onto your burden.
so i don tell you all these.

everything just came down on me, suddenly.
it crashed upon me like i'll never breathe again.
why cant we work it out?
is there no way for salvation?
yes.
i believe there is,
when our love is still so deep.
but this decision had to be made.

it made me cry.
the very first time i ever cried for all these.
it made me stare at the blade.
how nice it is to see blood flowing from my arm.
and i had to put on a smile for my mom.
when i just feel like ending my life.
why?
can someone tell me why?
i just wanna numb myself.
so i wont feel anything, anymore.

i don doubt your love at all.
and there's such thing as coincidences.
believe me.
i don lie to you.
never.

when our love is still so deep,
i believe there is still a way to salvage it.

im not giving up.
tell me its all a nightmare.

2006-05-29T12:56:00.000-07:00

im afraid.
are you still there?
will you go away?

its been such a long time since i posted. hahs. been telling myself to postpone evrything, next day then post. x)) now got so many things ler. starting from family day. hehs. so lag man.

family day was uber fun cans! met up with zhixin gina weyjian bird & junle fer dinner. small lamefam dinner. so poor thing. =] and its kinda farni. i ordered hokkien mee with more chilli, weyjian ordered hokkien mee with chilli & junle ordered hokkien mee without chilli. haha! make the auntie so luan. then i so seh. on that day then learnt that sugarcane can drink with lemon inside one. haha. weyjian ordered the ulu pandan drink fer miie. aft that we slowly went up chang cheng. then we realized got so little ppl nias luhh. attendance so lil. hmms.we juz sat arnd and went to the aircon hall to put our bags. there was some entertainment games by alwyn & liptat lar. they sang like so nicely? dots. andrew can sing btr. hehs. night games was- nice. x)) wad someone wants to silence mr chua cus he knows the secret to anglican high history or treasure. sth like that. haha. <{=... aft that jiu free time ler! mr chua drove ABC TV AND ACSC+MX+SY (can anyone figure this out? haha!) down to 85 to by supper. super shiok. got stingray, bbq wings, porridge, carrot cake. yea. then we ate so much then so bloated. hehs. victor & aloy dear was damn gay. omg. do not wish to elaborate much on it. >.< so at night, we basically juz watched movies, chatted and played with pokers thruout the whole night. and poor tabby juz cant take it anymore and fell asleep. haha. =] went to ecp fer games the next day. i think its a rly great idea to use bikes as transport luhh. can go chaotah. oh im so happie! haha. evrything was simply so fun althou its tiring. but nvms! then onli got elissa bang into lamp-post, i almost crash onto junle's head on the floor when he fell, and i banged into melissa in the oppo direction and she got such a deep wound when i juz flew to the next lane. so guilty. =x are ya'll alryts now? shld be bahs. then when i went home at night, kelly came to miie and gave miie a piece of meat. it was in my mouth but i dint bite lar. then evryone started to laugh. so i took the meat out and chased kelly and stuffed it into her mouth aft that. poor kelly ate it! yayness! hooray huiyin! she ate it! =) regretted going home so early. hmms. cus i could spend more of the last moments with sec fours. hahs. nvms. still haf chance! (: there was a bullshit seminar the next day- on wad bullshit leadership. no one was listening thou. did oral duty fer two sch days. it was kinda fun. xcept the time when i cried so much. juz cant help it. hahs. i juz burst suddenly cans. don kid like that with miie anymore huiyin and kelly! haha. thx so much fer all those who comforted miie. love ya'll.

THANKS. (:
HIM zhixin reuben benjamindevey andrew huiyin kelly huimin melly melissa wenbin tabitha aloysius weyjian sokshin hari clarice minhui shiya gayle nienyuan junle yulin shuyi etc that i kinda forgot now. hmms. thanks fer being there, whether major or minor, when im upset. yea. I LOVE YA'LL PPL. COUNCIL ROCKS. =)

i could skip the paragraphs.
juz this- don leave miie alone.
and im losing faith once more.

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-05-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

muahahas. im posting one reallie short post here kaes. =)
ive somemore shoutouts i think- yes. heehee.

shoutouts. (:
stefan bro- thanks kor. you'll have btr luck than miie don worry. hmms. jiayous. =) im here! loves.
chenyin- veh random lor. yes you are. QI GUAI. you're driving miie crazy sometimes. x]
weyjian- you haf btr luck than miie too. nvms. jiayous. don ask miie fer marks on mon alrights. i'll cry. =x
melly- ooh melly melly melly melly. your tissues super xiang cans. love ya!
aloysius- hmms. mebbe i tryna stop saying FUCK in front of you kaes dear? i try. haha. loves.

AND IM DECLARING MY LOVE HERE FOR SOMEONE-
SOMEONE I JUZ FELL IN LOVE WITH.
THE KEAI. THE SPICY. THE LOVELLAYE.
CAN I JIO YOU RIGHT NOW?
MY HEART'S BEATING FOR HER.
OH MISS LEE..! <33

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-05-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over.
but im not reallie happy abt it. x]
fuck science.
FUCK HISTORY. COMPULSORY FAILURE.

shoutouts (:
andrew- thanks fer being there. appear in front of miie more often and i'll smile more yeah! =) try not to scare you next time kaes. jiayous fer 2 more papers jiu can slack ler lar. now still got time watch movie. =.= dots! i love ya laoda! you're IMPortant to miie. haha!
zhixin- heys mama. been spending lotsa time with you recently right. now getting close ler. yayness! x) lets not be cry baby lar. exams over ler lets go watch movie, shop shop, eat buffet! haha. and thx fer the great hug this afternoon. its reallie comforting. aiinii. [:
bird- birdy bird. elit is easier than hist. hurr. thx fer patting my back and comforting miie todae. it got my tears out indeed. >.< haha! thx luhh!
benjamin devey- oh great angmoh boy! you do care fer ppl so much. thx fer the takkaire msg. i'll keep it alrights. study hard fer chi and tryna love it! wells. thou i don and you don too. hehs. you're so nice kor! XD
aloysius- i'll takkaire like you asked miie to dear! haha. sorrie fer scaring you. i know he'll always be there fer miie and you say you also one hor. i'll rmb that. haha. thx loads! =)
huimin- thx so much fer the comforting and lying by miie. i love your patting. pat my shoulders more! haha. handing over soon ler right. must takkaire hor. i'll rmb you always. dearest huimin. =p
HIM- i was seriously touched by your surprise. hehs. nvr expected you to be so lovellaye go count them. hmms. i'll count the 200th, the 365th & the 70x365th kaes! we've got a long long journey ahead. =) your shoulder's the best comfort arnd. love ya loads. <33

when i know there are still many ppl arnd fer miie.
thank you fer everything.
i'll rmb you.

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-05-03T22:10:00.000-07:00

im blogging more regularly now. hmms. but this shld be somehow the last one till exams are over. period. =) wells. ive gotta rush revision now. i studied half of geog and haf not started on sci & hist AT ALL. goodness. im too slack ler. i needa buck up. argh. i'll score worse than lijing man. ahha! x)

had boring 5 lessons todae. slept fer maths i think. yeps. haiis. i stay in amk and im bloody tired! argh. how i wish i could sleep fer life. uh-huh. *hint hint* haha. and we had a lame assem todae too. some games. oh wow. accupuncture's scary and disgusting. >.<

went expo with andrew bird & zhixin aft sch! thats the onli fun thing todae i guess. they're like tryna abduct miie to a whatever place luhh. awhile terminal ferry or wadever. haha. it ended up to be expo main foyer coffee bean. =.=
its so far from burger king.
i love their toilets. the full length mirror. haha!
i like going out with them actually. hmms. council rocks. [: i love you 3 too much!

and andrew made miie laugh so so long. veh long nvr laugh so much ler. thx bigbro. loves.

but you shld be thinking how he made miie laugh?
LALALA~
* some text missing *
promised him not to say derh lar. shhh. i kept my promise hor drewdrew. haha!
oh yar also. i learnt sth from him todae.
we shld not look at sports class as a whole, but as individuals.
cus there are good role models amongst them too.
wells. andrew's a good one.
he gave miie a btr impression of sports class did he? oh he did.
jiayous andrew! =)
ANDREW CHANG SHEU CHERNG.
so random. haha! (:

he had moodswings todae again. how i wish i could do sth fer him. im most willing to haf his burden added onto my burden. wells. at least. im proud of him. =)

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-05-02T04:02:00.000-07:00

HOW DO YOU DEFINE MENTAL STRESS?

oh God.
renew miie.

as i continue to walk in your way.

im sorrie onenine.
seriously.
give miie a chance kaes.
watch the new chere.
i love onenine. =D

chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-05-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO! =) this' another post. another post outta boredom bahs.
yeps and these 2 days of holis are boring. been rotting myself at home and tryna study. but as usual i don haf any heart fer that. i realised. i haf no interest in studying, and im not those kinda thats meant to study. hmms. i haf other goals mebbe. [; oh shoo exams! haha.
he's gone away fer a day or so. then i don understand why ive beem msging his good fren. wanted to ask sth at first then become liddat. hurr. juz wanna kill time perhaps. haha. anws, he's coming back todae.

thanks lijing & chelly. i wonder wad's gonna happen tmr. hopefully it does get settled. i dunno. sorrie as well. :(

i know that tears cant be held back fer long.
so on that day it juz rolled down.
right in front of them.
i know im changing.
i'll tryna go back to wad i used to be.
no more sense of belonging.
no more looking forward to sch.
no more enthusiasm.
how do i face it.
its torment.
let miie die.

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-04-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO! =) so long nvr post ler. ever since 060406. hahs. more than 2 weeks ler bahs. heehee.
exams are coming. very very very near. two days ltr thats it. and ya know wad? ive not flipped open the books yet. i seriously dunno wad im doing now. =( and i cant concentrate even if the books are juz in front of miie. cus ive been ill fer like 2 weeks and ive not recovered. some dumb bodyache, slight fever and vomiting. its bad. i'll do badly fer exams wanna bet. haiis.. and furthermore im thinknig back on wad mr chua has told miie. "cheryl, you btr improve on oyur results by next term or i cant renew you." thats stress-adding. i gotta work hard. no matter wad. O.o!
there was this emergency exercise todae and it was lame. we simply juz gathered under the hot sun in the field fer like 1/2hr? and i realised sth dumb cans! i did not perspire! omg. wad's with my body tempt? ah-hah! x) then aft some attendance matter, we went to the aircon hall. that was great. i spended my time crapping with yunii & lisa. mebbe looking up at the gallery too? winks. >.< and the veh first thing doc boon done great. she released us early! yayness! =)
then i studied with andrew, bird, devey and zhixin aft sch. i juz had a new fam cans! the LF. Lame Family. x)) its so farni.
mommy- zhixin.
daddy- gina.
siblings in descending order- andrew laoda, junle, birdie kor, jj kor, fionna dajie, joey jie and miie the xiaomei! im gonna get devey to be my di or my "bf" i don care! haha!
went home with edison aft that. it was raining damn heavily and we got drenched luhh. omg. had some fun time gossiping. hehs. explicit contents. ;)
oh yeps. it cant be. it cant be wad you think.don worry. be optimistic. juz some coincidence. alrights? >.<

i love ur shoulders.
my source of laughter.
i'll make you mine forever.

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-04-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

friendship week. estimo uno. this post's specially fer my dearest bro- STEFAN KOH. (:

hey brother! juz wanna tell you that- reallie appreciate ur great great great friendship. thank you fer being there fer miie when im down, happie.. thank you fer standing by my side when i face troubles, unhappiness.. thank you fer everything u've done fer miie. thank you fer the good times & bad times. hope that our friendship would remain reallie strong kaes? best friends, before, now, till forevermore. loves always. =)

was chatting with you, and i started to think abt our memories. reallie wish to turn back time now. reallie wanna go back to the time when we were mischevous, when we shared every secrets we had. seriously, my eyes are getting sour now. =) missed the times so much.

when the world comes to an end
i know there'll be you.
and i'll be somewhere near you too.

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-04-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

why don you shut your gap and FUCK ELSEWHERE?

haven been posting fer days & days. lotsa things to post actually. but i juz don feel like it. its simply pureBOREDOM. whatever.
ive been watching CAMPUS SUPERSTAR last night that i dint bother to study fer the sci common test. un-huh! oh im MRS-HONG-YU-YANG-&-ADRIANO cans! omg. THEY ROCK! then zhiyang won luhh. think he deserves to win bahs. GOGO JIAYOUS BABYFACE! =) he's totallaye lovellaye alrights. he's like so damn cute when he was singing lian ai da ren with xinhuey. omg. omg. im still gettin' ever so crazy. x))
yeps that explains my common test todae. its NORMAL fer miie actually. juz anyhow do can pass jiu hao ler lar. hehs. [: and how do you expect "materials made from crude oil" and the ans is "glass", gotta do with sexual reproductions & chemical reactions?! and the last 2 qns abt advantages-whatever-shit, are juz simply outta point luhh! farni. i think i can pass. ~~with the help of chapter 6.~~ i dint say ath. =D
it was totallaye crap aft sch. I TOOK THE INITIATIVE TO CLEAN COUNCIL ROOM WITH EDISON! woosh edison! ^^5 man! =) we arranged everything, then so superb sias. we went arnd looking fer thinner, but cun find. then we simply used water & toilet paper to scrub stains off the grounds. THIS IS PUBLICITY'S RULING TIME LAR! WHERE TALENTS SOAR - FROM PUBLICITY! (: then aft that we sat down and listened to jeremy's and alwyn's crap. they're damn farni. fancy huiyin giving jeremy sihan dictation. muahahas!
then it started pouring the animals. *so damn aa sias. had to share the same umbrella with him and walk outta the gate, when no one's actually walking.* =.= but it was sweet. hehs.
something happened aft that, which i don wish to elaborate. i don wanna recall abt it, think abt it, talk abt it. juz fuck it sias. nvms.
i was already damn upset and pissed and alexander's there pissing miie off further. JUZ STOP THE SOWING DISCORD LUHH. ITS UP TO MIIE TO BELIEVE THINGS TOLD ON THE SURFACE. AND ITS YOUR BUSINESS TO BELIEVE SUCH DUMB CRAP. =// and this is one thing from his blog. COPIED AND PASTED from his blog.
"the other day i found Cheryl Mun's boyfriend's text book in the toilet..i mean like WTF??!u talk to ur girl friend in the morning then u go toilet to piss or wad so eva shit and u leave ur freaking text book in the toilet and let ur girlfriend's ex find it and make her to return it to you? wtf la bryan toh!!"
i mean. whats you bloody problem? do ya needa put on every single stuff abt all these on your damn blog? *not including the prev cases of you changing details of wad i said to you, making it sound like im despo fer you back. oh wells. you're the despo one mebbe. thats what the others say.* ha ha ha. =) get a life & grow up mister! oh CASANOVA~ forget it. and yar. you said something abt FREEDOM OF SPEECH if im NOT wrong? here i haf MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH like wad my bro, stefan says. so you neednt get so fucked up abt my posts too. does that make sense to you? obviously NO. and last but not least, STOP SCOLDING BRYAN ANY FURTHER. LEAVE HIM ALONE ARSEHOLE.

eternal love- thats my faith in you.
we love like we do.

byex,
chere`Child Of God. (:

2006-03-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

i don wanna see that sulk in you.
how do i rid your depression & unhappiness?
tell me.
i seem so useless right now.
you affect me, yes you do.
definitely.

lalalas~ ppl. one week plus nvr post ler right. don feel like posting at all actually. x) im bored. so so so bored. *phew*.
i was shocked i aint one of the 13 who got less than 55 fer overall luhh. and my results are damn farni. got the As, Es & Fs. sheesh. okae lar. NORMAL. but still quite glad i can score 55 and above. heehee. zarinah wanted to call my mom actually but.. she dint? hmph. thats good. I NEEDA STUDY HARD. =)
fri was a farni day. as per normal, i dint finish my work. so i had to stay back after sch to finish my compo before sunli would return miie my watch that she took as deposit. =.= lame shit. then i realised i left my council tee at home so i rushed back to amk, bathed and rushed back. like mad woman lar! and so many arssholes saw my wet hair down. sheesh. lalalas~ then i saw alexander's dad and he was scary. he was scanning miie from head to toe? PLS LAR UNCLE~ x)
ptc night was fun! it goes USHERS not USHERERS. (: anws, was ushering and following wherever the ncc goes. and they're like SO responsible lar. leaving their duties right when time is up. WOW~ x] jiu had fun stacking chairs up. (actually we're kinda forcing the parents to leave) HAHA! so gaoxiao. and how was my REVENGE lip tat? MAGNIFICIENT WATER FOUNTAIN in exchange with a THRILLING ROLLER COASTER. or isit the other way round? hmms. =)
kaes lar. looking forward to this vacuum cleaning holis to end. :p

you always wanna make miie happy by smiling.
but do you really smile in your heart?

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-03-03T05:43:00.000-08:00

im tryna withstand it.
if im still judged without you ppl seeing my effort,
i quit.

lalalas ppl! im updating again yeah. =) but I SEE SO LITTLE TAGS on my taggie leii. pls luhh- tag more alrights?

tests, tests and more tests. hurr. I HATE TESTS. cus of these damn tests i had to sleep like so late and wake up so early to go to sch. wad the hell luhh- x( and thats why you see miie slacking everytime i can, sleeping everywhere i go & ap-ing every now and then. haiis. IM SICK AND TIRED of this. all the energy in miie are drained out- day by day. you'll soon see a walking corpse i tell you. =) and there's hist, maths and sci tests next weeks. MY 3 MAIN KILLERS. nvms. im prepared to see 3 f9s again. since im reallie too exhausted to get ath into my brain no matter how hard i try to study, and I ALREADY GOT 3 F9S FOR THAT.

there was council general meeting ytd.
and it was scary luhh. i had to apologise fer my mistakes in having LONG but TUCKED IN blouse, SHORT but COVERED ANKLE socks. kaes. SORRIE PPL I 'LL WEAR SOCKS THATS 3 FINGERS HIGH, and there's nth i can do abt my blouse cus im using the strings. =D
sth jiayi said was meaningful. "don go arnd bitching abt others lar. put yourselves in their shoes and you wont want others to say things about you too. and its juz things you heard and its ur own point of view luhh.. " i like this one. (:

kaes i gtg now. gonna study or i'll die.
byex,
chere` Child Of God. =)

2006-02-28T03:56:00.000-08:00

HEYYO! finally updated. =) im too lazy to write much, since there's so many days of stuffs to say abt. hmms. just another short one? YEAH!

what's there to be pissed off with man?
o1) you're taking her like trash or sth? hold her hands when you like it, leave her alone and hold another next.
o2) you already said you had ur own plans fer the noon, so i dint ask you if u were free. got prob? no use giving that black-face lar huh.
o3) stop being les lar. ppl thinks its revolting. =x
o4) and don say we're cheap when we arent. YOU are. right guys?

thankx yiting fer accompanying miie todae. and don regret kahwee, cus we saw SIHUI! lalalas~

byex,
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-02-13T06:42:00.000-08:00

ive nothing much to post actually. i juz wanna get used to being on the same level as them and our conflicts could be resolved reallie soon. this sucks can. (im not tryna blame them. FORGET IT.)

you can affect my mood. definitely.

byex.
chere` Child Of God. (:

2006-01-21T19:37:00.000-08:00

im TOTALLAYE pathetic man! cus i can only post like once a week now. my dumb comp's fault. heehee. (: TAG TAG TAG pple! lalalas~
actually many things could happen in juz one week. its juz another week of JOY & TEARS. nvms! a routine i should call that. =)
the other day in the sci lab right, SOMEONE in my class squashed a mineral water bottle needed for experiments kaes. then no one owed up when mr jimmy tan asked abt it. *don think he was in a good mood that day, cus he scolded us for the first time, when we came into the lab. juz cus we talked.* and yupps. he waited and waited and waited.. then he said sternly. "OKAE 2K. FRM TODAE ONWARDS I WILL DESPISE UR CLASS. BECAUSE THERE IS A DISHONEST PERSON IN HERE. YOU CAN LEAVE." =.= was so damn SAD after hearing this. haiis. then psycho, sk, lijing and i were discussing which 2 of us would juz go say we were the ones who did that. HAHS. WE-ARE-SCAPEGOATS man. but nvms. simply juz hope the person who did so to OWE UP. (:
and yupps. with all of us, esp miie, screwed up the whole dance, we still passed the auditions man! HOORAYE FER DANCE SOCIETY! lalalas~ but i reallie needa brush up. seriously. i don wanna be a laughing stock on the day of performance. wanna do DANCE SOCIETY proud. *another weird thot though* and so, im gonna practice everytime when im free! x)
many other stuffs bahs. cant be bothered to write ath else.
had a great time with MINHUI and EDISON after the auditions. heehee. we are real GOSSIPERS. x) and they let miie touch the BBALL again. WOOSH!

SHOUT-OUTS. (:
YOU- gotten much used to this feeling. maybe like what you said, im numb already. like you. but think on the bright side, at least you're not far from miie. you're still close right. you're still a comfy shoulder. yayness.
MQ- hahs. LES PARTNER. juz realised that you rock arh! "lei hou BITCHY wor!" (: thx for the pei he too!
EVERYONE- for those who has endured my many moodswings these weeks.

byex,
chere`
Child Of God. x)

2006-01-07T19:23:00.000-08:00

its been long since i posted. bleahs. all thanks to my sickening comp yea. nvm. this shall be a short one. ive been having moodswings every now and then that i really hate myself now. shit. what's gotten into miie man. maybe i'll juz post some shout-outs then leave. and i might not be posting for rather long but people, DO TAG! x)

SHOUT-OUTS =)
DANIEL - thanks fer all the help during orientation camp. yupps.
abt my communication barrier.
DIONE - thanks fer crying it out with miie. x)
HUIYIN, KELLY ETC - thanks fer helping miie solve my problems. im
a trouble man..
WEYJIAN, YULIN, JIAJIE, REUBEN - sorrie fer letting you all get
all worried. i hate myself. nvm.
im reallie sorrie. you guys
rock forever! NOW I KNOW
WHAT PUB IS FOR.
YOU - you maynt see this, but thanks fer everything. and im sorrie
for my moodswings. wells. would things get btr? i dunno.
thanks fer this days. reallie. truthfully, if things are getting
this way, i seriously hope there isnt ytd..

i dunno what else i could say now. but im losing myself to things. so many things. so much pressure. i wish im dead, in a faraway land. =x

byex people,
could i cry?
chere` Child Of God.

2005-12-16T20:37:00.000-08:00

hullo! another post finally. my com's still spoiled. nvm about that. x) hahas. school's reopening soon! so excited! but i havent touched my hw yet. pathetic miie man. haiiz. coz of the prob on my com. till i cant do the stupid chinese powerpoint book report. HURR.
and yupp! =) pub is gonna start again! painting a banner, a backdrop and decorating bunks for the orientation camp. woohoo! XD this year's theme is "xaviere" meaning tribal. so cool right? heehee. cant wait for training camp also. WONDER WHO ON EARTH IS MY PARTNER. jing zhang arh! x)

went out with weyjian and geoffrey that day. coz weyjian was helping miie buy prezzie for sec4 pubbies farwell! hahas. lijing bangseh miie can. hurhur. dont care her. x) juz joking. then geoffrey and i reached bugis to meet up. but he so stupid lor. he waited at the mrt platform when we told him to wait around the control room. GOSH. then i reached and dint see him when he told miie that he reached already. so farni. then i was standing there like a fool waiting for him to come out. HAHA. but whats worse is? THOSE WHO KNOW WEYJIAN DERH LAR. when you're about to reach, he will tell you he's juz downstairs his house arh! so, we had to wait for him for 40 minutes. nvm. its an as-usual matter. SO PEOPLE. NEXT TIME GO OUT WITH HIM MUST GO LATE ALSO. XD and btw, geoffrey grew quite alot and weyjian dress like hooligan. HAHA! *he's gonna kill miie when he sees these stuffs about hi man.* x) we went to eat lunch. then weyjian so.. errs. he keep adding chilli onto his food then afterwards he says "SO HOT!" haiiz. gao xiao. after that we shopped for awhile then wanted to take neoprint. but stupid weyjian AGAIN. he keep saying NONONO. kao. but on the other hand. geoffrey so nice lar. he everything "ok lor" or "anything". hahas. we went tm next. then weyjian went yamaha to buy score for his saxaphone. but he spent time there talking to girls. =.= so geoffrey and i went away and left him there. received his call then. he came to look for us and whacked us hard on the head. stupid lor. so we had to give in to him and went to the arcade. he spent his time there playing. HURR. so we went off and shopped ourselves. lalalas~ later he play until he shuang ler then come and look for us. then he said "wo xin qing hao. lets take neo!" DOTS! thats the only time we had fun the entire day. HAHA. x) WEYJIAN ARH WEYJIAN~
went out last night too. with my cousin, her collegue & son. gone bowling at downtown east, then to a lounge for pool and some beer. heehee. ;))

nothing else to say.
byex.
chere` Child Of God x)

2005-12-03T04:36:00.000-08:00

another post coz lijing sabo-ed mie again. grr. nvm. oh-wells. lets get straight to the point alright. =)

7 things you should know about mie :)

7 things that scare mie:
1) lizards.
2) tickling miie by the waist suddenly.
3) a height TOO HIGH.
4) being deprived of freedom.
5) AHHA! celery! YUCKK! =((
nahh. no more i think.

7 things that i ~~like~~love:
1) JESUS CHRIST.
2) black, white, pink, orange & GREEN!
3) the nature.
4) all those people in my LOVE-LIST. =)
5) drumx.
6) my LIFE. ( i mean, we should appreciate it? )
7) i'll take lijing's ans. BOYS. like duh-HH.
much much more lar huh.

7 most important things in my room:
1) just those things in there that arent breathing. x)) or i wont put them in my room!

7 random facts about myself:
1) im a girl.
2) im really complicated.
3) ive a face.
4) ive hands.
5) ive legs.
6) ive hair.
7) ive a body.
HURHUR.

7 things i plan to do before i die:
1) find my mr right. =))
2) spend a period of time in spain/barcelona.
3) be able to make those who are seeing miie die, SMILE. =)
4) do as many as possible, the things that ive never done.
5) get an organ transplant certification card. x))
6) do something BIG.
7) spend my last days with my dream guy, in my dream house. <33

7 things i can do:
1) i can do what i say. ;)
2) a split?
3) not touch the com for 2 weeks! xD
4) lyrics composing? =)
5) paint? ya know.. PUBLICITY.
6) jump, &
7) run. x)

7 things i can't do:
1) get tall!
2) do a handstand.
3) jump from the ground to the top of mt everest. HURR.
4) make my hands grow longer.
5) i cant really concentrate on studying. x(
6) touch the sky.
7) reverse time? LALAS~

7 words i sae the most:
1) shut up lar.
2) whatever~
3) uh-huh.
4) stupid.
5) MALFOY STINKS. (hahas!!)
6) i rock, stone, pebble, granite, conglomerate.. everything. =)
7) ming tian hui geng hao! ( a phrase i say to zixiang. xD )

7 13 celebrity crushes:
1) DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!! ( cedric & krum sux. xD )
2) JULIAN HEE!!!
3) hawick lau!!!
4) RON NG!!!
5) alan kuo!!!
6) EDISON CHEN!!!
7) ADAM CHIAM!!!
8) guo yanfu!!!
9) WANG LEEHOM!!!
10) jay chou!!!
11) nicholas tse!!!
12) lin JJ!!!
13) SHOW LUO!!!

7 pple i would like to do this:
1) chelsia!
2) edison!
3) clara!
4) tse chun kit!
5) fionna!
6) shuyi!
7) lijing!

finished! phew. going off ler huh. nothing much to say bout these days. im juz stuck in the house. x)

chere` Child Of God =)

2005-12-03T04:04:00.000-08:00

HURR! i miss my blog so much man! know what? i heard a small BOOM in my com that day and then smelt some smoky stuffs. bleahs. its scary. so i dint on my com for about a week! gosh. i could actually withstand the temptation of my com, which i see everyday~ thats an achievement! though its really torment afterall. x) and i realized how little the tags are after so long. disappointing. so tag yar people? perhaps its coz of the lag of updates ba? hahas. whatever. im not using my com now anyways. juz had a chance to meddle with my cuzzie's com. hurhur. shhh. =)

hmms. a lame game lijing sabo-ed miie eh? wells. it kills boredom. so.. why not? hahas. here goes..

1) you get one wish of anything, what would you wish for?
hmms. the usual one. i wish for a thousand wishes! =) (not that greedy. at least i dint say a million?) x)

2) what animal would you be?
miie? i'll be.. errs. thats difficult. human would be best! BUT if its a must. wells. i'll be an owl! harry's owl! HEDWIG! woosh! =DD

3) something i want to do in my life.
i wanna marry young and have 3 children. x) heehee.

4) once upon a time there were these ninjas (complete this sentence)
"that were just a bunch of idiots." ;))

5) one song you would listen to over and over again.
the national anthem! havent i been listen to them? hurr! *juz for laughter*. errs. too many to list lar. x))

6) coke or pepsi?
nah! i hate these kinda drinks. BLEAHS. sth like pure plain water would be good enough! or maybe alcohol? x)

7) something i currently desire.
him to come back soon? been overseas yeh. hurhur. =.=

8) whats a mastoid?
know what? im not that smart. x))

9) one good deed you've done lately.
errs. wells. the latest one i did was helping my cuzzie off the bathroom light? ive done TOO MUCH! *bhb~*

10) a funny moment in your life.
hmms. thats quite alot actually. but one was that i fell asleep in ronald smith's history lessons and he woke miie up by? coming to miie, lifted my head up by the cheeks and said "WAKEY WAKEY!" i think its more of a joke than an embarrassment. =)

k im done alright. wells. not sabo-ing for this one bahx. x)

byex.
chere` Child Of God =)

2005-11-23T13:10:00.000-08:00

aloha!
went to a conference ytd. hurhur. there was supposed to be 12 people bahx. 3 from each committee. hahas. x) huiying, lisa, aloysius, yulin, amanda, shuyi, wenbin, jervis, gayle, yeehan, zhuting and miie. but ferr whatever reason, shuyi and zhuting dint turn up. and no one subbed them. hahas. aloysius, wenbin and gayle had sth on too ya know. so-chenyu subbed aloy, ben subbed wenbin and fionna subbed gayle. all of us met in an early morning, around 8.30? kao. and it was at lakeside mrt. muahahas. miie and chenyu were the first to reach. then he dint had his breakfast, coz he woke up at 6.40am and got ready. he reached the mrt station to meet miie at 7 which i hadnt know how he manage to speed like that! bleahs. so whats the secret behind, chenyu? heehee.
took a shuttle to jurong jc uh-huh. when we reach there fionna was like "this looks like a factory to miie!" hahas. actually it was rather true. the jc was quite rundown, with broken bricks and fallen leaves everywhere. it was kinda kampong feeling. i dunno why? muahahas. crazy.

the schedule was like that.
- registration.
- guests and participants to be seated. there was the minister of education and
minister of home affairs. and other MPs, professors and people from the
ministry of edu ets. sth like that.
- welcome remarks, by mr zainudin nordin. chairman for central singapore joint
social service centre & mp for bishan-toa payoh grc.
- opening remarks, by mr tharman shanmugaratnam. minister for education.
- presentation of token of appreciation.
- coffee / tea break. actually, it was more than coffee and tea.
- plenary session 1. topic - from multiracialism to multiculturalism.
chairperson - dr cherian george, asst professor, journalism
& publishing school of communication & information,
nanyang technology university.
speakers - dr rahil ismail, asst professor, humanities & s.s.
education. national institute of education.
dr praticia wong, asst professor, eng language & literature.
national institute of education.
- question & answer session.
- lunch.
- parallel / chill out session. (1st half) it was very short for mine. parallel
session 4 that is. the topic was "threats to internal stability". and the speaker
was the ministry of home affairs.
- transition.
- parallel / chill out session. (2nd half) it was a play by theatreworks, called
"made in china".
- coffee / tea break. as i said. it was sth much more than coffee and tea.
- plenary session 2. topic - a judgement against prejudice.
chairperson - mr farid abdul hamid, deputy director. SE cd
division, people's association.
speaker - mr azhar ibrahim.lecturer, asian languages and
cultures, national institute of education.
- question and answer session.
- closing remarks, by mr zainudin nordin.
- END! x)

know what? throughout the entire thing, we are either sinking our teeths into the food, in our own dreamland, or complaining that we were freezing cold! hahas. isnt that great? ive nothing much to say about this conference lor. ~~i might just push it to juniors next year?~~ tsskk. i dint say that and you dint see that. hahas.

alright im kinda done.
nothing much to say anyways. =)

1 LIL SHOUT-OUT. =)
anyone's free for the potter with miie? heehee.

i dunno why but im regretting it now. it was after that, when i realised it. and hurr, tse chun kit. you did a great job. uh-HUH~

byex.
chere` Child Of God. x)

2005-11-22T23:06:00.000-08:00

anyways, since im bored or whatever. just wanna say sth. sth he might not see but just telling everyone yeah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHUA! =)

hahas.
chere` Child Of God. x)

2005-11-19T12:30:00.000-08:00

heys! kahwee request derhs wor. blog about my birthdae. hahas. sure sure! im bored too anyways. hahas. birthdae passed so fast derhs lor. x)

hmms. wanna thank errs. 20 people ferr wishing miie eh! in order derhs arh. as in first to the last person who wished miie. yuppx!
stefan, alex, andrew, kahwee, yiting, zhixin, clara, allan, tse chun kit, lijing, chelsia, edison, chermain, bao chuan, jess, caleena, zixiang, tony, yulin, lisa and serene. heehee.

the first one was like "i will tell you happie birthday at 12." hahas. but he sent the msg at 12.07. =.= nvm! thx kor! hahas. the very first wishing this year! and you OWE miie a prezzie. you promised. x)
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then the next one hor. when his clock was like 12.17 then he came "ok whatever. happie birthdae. on my clock it is 12." dotz. hahas. dint want to say derhs right? someone say before you so you hafta say. whatever.
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next one andrew! 3rd one! saw it on friendster eh? hahas. thx.
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then.. i love kahwee and yiting man! we conferenced at around 12.45 to tell miie happie birthday lor! so nice! then yiting played miie a happie birthday song. its like. already so late ler. but know what? i said "oh! thats a wedding song!" haha. whats my prob lar. love ya sisters!
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then it was zhixin. hahas. know how she knew? coz andrew asked her ferr my number. crap! hahas. but it was like around 2am ler. you rock too!
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then clara! woots! the first one on the SUNNY morning! hahas. thx! a smiley on your name eh!
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allan now. thx godbro lor! good luck ferr that girl. hahas.
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then tse chun kit, lijing, chelsia, edison and chermain. all on tag derhs lar. at least they bother to tag a 'happie birthdae' right? rock on man! hahas.
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then bao chuan's one was like. when it was almost 12 midnight ler. go and die! hahas. jk. thx ferr remembering. frenz ferreva! muahahas.
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jess arh. hahas. received the msg when 12 passed. "late by a few mins. sorrie. happie birthday dear." muahahas. hurhur~ =.=
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caleena, zixiang, tony, yulin, lisa and serene. hahas. late derhs. but nvm. at least they remember also. muahahas. thx!
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yupp! how much have i written? hmms. nvm. i continue a bit more. ferr this year arh. i got alot of op clothes lor! and a zinc bag. its damn nice lar! coz its GREEN. hahas. then. i got mayday's album - zhizu! and jay's - november choppin. hahas. fine. surprised why i bought jay's album. i never liked him. wells. hahas. i guess this album is really good lar. x) and i got some money here and there. gonna reborn my hair during early dec! yeah! finally lor! hahas. other prezzies - photo frame, some self im provement books, cookies and stuffs. yupp! still havent get my friends' derhs prezzie yet. wonder what is it arh! hahas. looking forward bahx.

k im done alright?

byex.
chere. Child Of God. =)

2005-11-16T23:14:00.000-08:00

muahahas.
so long never post ler.
xian. home's so boring uh-huh.
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blah~blah~blah~
know what?
im getting crazy.
heehee.
***
he is sweet.
he is HOT.
he is cute.. everything.
although he cant act.
but he has all that it takes.
whats with a guy - a mr. Singapore-world 2003!
gosh.
11 june's the day - he was borned!
a MEGA star! =)
***
I LOVE JULIAN HEE!! x)
short post for today.
byex.
chere` Child Of God. =)

2005-11-12T23:30:00.000-08:00

+five facts game+

muahahas. got this sabotage from caleena and clara. lame game lar huh. but i like it. know why? it kills time. hahas. just got home from "No Sign Board". wah. that restaurant has my favourite seafood lor. CRAB! hahas. and its quality is singapore's number 1 can! try it one day. its at aljunied. yupp. *im adevertising* heehee. x)

fine fine fine..
o1[f]act: im very temperamental. x)
o2[f]act: i always crave for sleep.
o3[f]act: i have 2 best friends and lots of good friends! x)
o4[f]act: i am really soft inside; but i appear the opposite.
o5[f]act: i still love him; and i hate him as well. x)

what have i got to say? wells. i don like sabo-ing back. so i shall get some new people alright? hmms. heeheehee..
o1: chelsia! (i don care. my godsis must do it.)
o2: chermain! (heehee..)
o3: edison! (im ridiculous.. hahas.)
o4: alexander!
o5: jing han! (lijing must remember to watch out for "i love you" hor!)

done! bleahs. remember hor.
tommorow is 13th november 2005! the very special day.. that i was borned! hahas. x)

byex.
chere` Child Of God.

2005-11-12T11:35:00.000-08:00

hi people out there! how's holidays? sucky right? so far, around 12 days of holidays has passed lor. 12 only. haiiz. wonder how am i gonna spend the rest of the time rotting. hahas. and yupp. its 12 nov today right? guess whats tomorrow? 13 nov of course. hahas. but its a special day! my birthday! hahas. crap. x)
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wells. nothing much to say. but there is something so ridiculous happening lar huh. there is this little boy out there with such childish tantrum. wonder who that is lar huh.
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he wanted to QUOTE something from his handphone and type it out you know. and yar. QUOTE. meaning take every single word thats on the text and no modifications yehh? let miie ask you eh? "and you better stop calling stefan names or else he will do something to you you won't want him to do" - thats what he QUOTED. and lets take a look in my handphone. "lets see what you are gonna scold stefan today. you better stop that, since you said there was something he better not do." whats the difference? a GREAT DIFFERENCE arh! please lar. wanna QUOTE also quote properly lar huh. why? afraid there is something in the text that doesnt do you good so you modified them?
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and there is one more that im gonna QUOTE too. "i f**k a care. he big meh? i don care. he always fight then when he losing he say 'ah never mind. don wanna fight with you. see you small' then this is the kinda f**ker that is called ham ji. or in other words coward. wadeva." you think its right to scold a person like this? for goodness' sake, NO. he has never really offended you in way, why must you do all these? get a life man. and at the same time, could i POLITELY ask you, to stop the crap like just walking pass him and say 'f**king faggot'? haiiz. so much for a christian who promised to change eh? sad case.
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you told miie to leave you alone yehh? let miie QUOTE again, from his blog. "you go to the mirror and tell the person in it to bl**dy leave me alone." wells. if that is what you want miie to do, i can. i can just get out of your life. uh-huh? and if you want miie to stop quarreling with you, i can either. i just ask for you to stop saying all those stuffs about my friend. think lar. what if i say that about your friend? your very good friend i mean? huh? do you know how nice you can be, if you get rid of all these? and i have tolda before that i dint mind your imperfections anymore. did i never said that i regretted it? for your info, i did. whats the point of cranking up the entire stuff again? since i were to LEAVE YOU ALONE, i don think anything could be done to change whats going on, to renew everything yehh? wells. nothing much more to say. just hope that after you read this, or if you ever read it, you get what i mean. what an extreme difference from the past uh-huh. nobody hope for things to get this way i guess?

byex.
chere` Child Of God. x)

2005-11-09T22:13:00.000-08:00

hiie people. woke up early this morning, at around 7.30? hahas. and ive been using the com ever since. and yupp. a new skin ive got. i think its nice lar k. simple and sweet. and. ive decided that i like GREEN, orange, black, white and added one more, pink. hahas. its a sweet colour man. and i tell you, i'll never like yellow. disgusting colour. puii. hahas. spastic sia. talking about colours early in the morning. x)
at the very beginning, i thought i would get depression from this hols. hahas. know why? coz im stuck at home all day! wells. my mom doesnt allow miie to go out often, she doesnt allow me to use the com without her permission, and she said that if im so like free at home i can help her with alot of things. she said, "pick up every strand of hair you can find on the floor, tidy up your room (i cant sleep if the room's too neat eh.), clean of dust everywhere you can find, iron the washed clothes.. blah blah blah." cun be bothered man. she's hyper man. when i look around, i could hardly find anything to do lor. not much dust and dirt. clothes werent washed yet. hahas. my mom sounds so ridiculous. muahahas.
and i finally started to like stairway to heaven. hahas. i watched it last year and dint like it at first. now when i watch it, it seems kinda nice to miie. VERY nice i mean. and the song "xiang ni". darn nice lar. the part yesterday made miie cry lor. when taihua ge committed suicide to give his eyes to jingshu. gosh. veh touching leii. "don cry han jingshu! brother will always be by your side!" still remember this line. im gonna watch it again! gonna buy the dvd. but anyways, i still LOVE summer scent derhs k! it rawkx also lor. sun yizhen so pwettie! song chengxian so shuai! hahas. i crazy liao. korean shows just rawkx lor. x)
im kinda bothered a few days ago. coz of a stupid reason. the xiao yuan superstar thing. at first i had a same thinking as weyjian lor. my point of view was that it could be a good opportunity to learn and it was rathered wasted if the both of us cun join. hahas. the only obstacle before that was our parents lor. they said that we are still young and busy in school. that we do not understand the competitive nature of this competition and we do not have enough experience blah. after that i sorted out and it became my turn to "counsel" weyjian. muahahas. nvm. next time when we grow older, we WILL join! hahas.
went for ahsyf with clara and wingie. we reached there like 15 mins before it was supposed to start, and we were kinda the first to reach! the atmosphere at first veh tensed. hahas. then hai hao ler lor. afterwards, suddenly he appeared, the normal "cool" way uh-huh. xia dao wo lor. fine. he said he was coming the previous day and i thought he was only joking. how would i know he was real lor. then i acted les with clara. hahas. it was fun lar huh. we played the "tree, squirrel, hunter" game, and the "jane, tarzan, gorilla" game. hahas. sounds childish but it has its fun in it bahx. then we sang some songs, bryan played the guitar, and tze man and cheryl sang. yupp. there are 5 cheryls in ahsyf including miie leii! hahas. popular name jiu shi zhe yang. and there was something i realised afterall. wingie could really eat! wingie! ren xiao zhi xi da! hahas. thats when she's hungry lar. not laughing at her. but truthfully speaking, she should eat more lar. so skinny and small size lor. hahas.
oh yar. yesterday was someone's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYIN! o8/11! hahas.
k lar. got nothing much ler. next time update again lor. =)

byex,
chere` Child Of God. x)

2005-10-31T11:16:00.000-08:00

bleahs. kahwee has been on my tag asking miie to update. but i dunno what to lar. cant think of anything to update. haiiz..
the holidaes starts from today. boring! i hate holidaes! i miss the school atmosphere; i miss the council room; i miss my classroom; i miss the laughter of 1k'o5; i miss the lessons; the one i miss most is my friends! gosh. i wont be seeing them for so long. some might be taller than miie when we get back. hahas. i dunno.
i'll be a senior next year. just a a blink of eye im sec2 ler. thats fast. still remembered the time when i just came into this unfamiliarized surrounding. everything seems like another world in front of miie. now, everythings becomes old. a place that i could just wonder around without being afraid of getting lost. hahas.
***
i have a feeling that some people around miie, they are ignoring miie for a goodness knows reason. i dunno what i have done. haiiz.. maybe im just too sensitive or what. coz i asked one of them. and she said that they're not. wells, im relieved. but. i dunno.
and ive been accused of doing something i really dint even know and i DID NOT do. its like, how would i even know about it?! im not even too close to you. we'll just say a "hii" to each other when we pass by. and you heard from your sis that i spreaded it. and your sis heard of it elsewhere. what shit is this man?! from what i know, your whole family hates miie now. gosh. like i have anything to do with it. nothing. absolutely nothing. wake up girl.. get a life. think. do i have a reason behind all these? no. and yar. i dint ever said he's mine.
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ive nothing else to say.
byex.
chere` Child Of God. x)

2005-10-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

yoyo! sorrie people so long never post le. nowadays so damn busy lar. then now kinda got time so im back here in my wonderland again! haha. =)
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there was council bonding camp on 15, 16, 17 and 18 october! so damn fun lar! the name of the camp is "LIAM LIAM CAMP` O5". the "ex. co" and "ex. m" always have this kinda creative ideas de lor. and things are pronounced so funnily i can laugh till i roll. and then tell you what. im in TANG YUAN k? TANG YUAN rawkx arh! group members have shiya, vivian, crystal, inggrid, shirleen, yongsheng, chengjun, guoxiang, xuanhao and me! still have other groups like jiu ceng gao, mu shu gao, ang ku kueh, nian gao, muahchi, lo mai kai and ondeh ondeh. yupp! our leaders so freaking nice too lor! actually it should be kelly and nyo thant de. then nyo thant not free change to kelly and pickyee. after that kelly got things to do become pickyee and hari. our amazing race still have huiyin! oh gosh. all the cute girls as leaders. what more can i ask for? haha. spastic lor.
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the first day when we reached, i went with chenyu then reach there at 5.30 when we are supposed to reach only at 6.45! gosh. then the taxi was like wanted to enter the gate, the ex. co kena shocked dao why we so early come. haha. so we bo bian have to put down our stuffs then go 85 walk walk. haha. later we saw some other people so we sat down with them for dinner lor. in the end we were late then took a taxi up. we saw like people doing embarrassing tasks to get into the gates lar. aiyo. but its like too many people cannot finish so we just went in and took our "admission ticket". right after that got warm up games le lor! nice.
1) listen to one part of a recording and guess the person talking.
hari, chin meng, liptat or boon kai.
lisa and i guessed chinmeng. wrong! then we have to run down changcheng then come up again.

after that we guessed liptat. still wrong! gosh. its boon kai. really cant hear lor. haiiz. haha.
2) go to the volleyball court and act out charlie angels in a funny way. haha. spastic eh that one.
3) go fitness corner and do some physical work. not that tiring lar. but got one part is pole dance
sia. haha.
after that we went to our bunks to put down our things. im in like what? katong bunk? haha. weirdo man.
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night games time! weehs! we are supposed to go around the school and search for clues at different stations lar. then put everything together to get a story. its not scary de lor. but soohwee was so scared. haha. me and gina bravery! edison's station damn qian bian sia. bluff us leave 2 people go to 1k classroom look for clues. that station have clarice and shiya. clarice so violent wor! push push push then gina fall down! haha. clarice the bimbo so violent! eyes open so big like want to kill people. but its not scary enough. haha. aloysius is the best lar actually. he managed to get every team to really run out. and scream. yupp. k now, the story is about this group of 6 people planning for a mass suicide. then after that only 3 people, jack, jill and alroy turned up. then they revenge on the other 3 who dint turn up by cooking them up into human curry. then got 1 part have to eat curry somemore. its leonard's station. yupp. something like that.
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next day, we had a small amazing race around simpang bedok. quite fun lar. just that we had one part that we have to run round a really small park 3 times and do 30 star jumps and think of 3 advertisemants and act it out. ... haha. still got lao ying zhua xiao ji. haha. then another one i had to stuff my mouth with bao then read out some lyrics the rest of the team act it out. stupid sia. still got others lar. too much to list down. we're kinda the last team anyways. haha.
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we were supposed to have water games. but that day raining so we did not play. so sad. but still have indoor games which are kinda fun too!
1) daniel's station which we had to blindfold a crystal and give her instructions to pose a pose. a sick
one man. then have to get xuanhao to say something that he would say to a pretty gal. haha.
2) soohwee and chinmeng's station whereby we had to roll all over the floor and stick colour papers
on our forehead to get points. haha.
3) noah and huiyin's. we had to put our head in a pail of water to bite an apple and shoot it into a
hoo-la-hoop. then yongsheng bite up the whole thing and threw the whole thing in to the hoop
after that lar. gosh. he's pro man.
4) huimin and hari's one. its the same as the game on the taiwan tv programme. dunno what lar.
5) the av theatre one. there's alot of people. we are all blindfolded lar. then have to crawl through
to get out. damn fun. all of us was like grabbing others' backs. haha. vivian grabbed mind and i
held guoxiang's hands. keep on banging. haha.
6) etc lar huh. =)
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then at night we watched corpse' bride. chao damn boring lar. then we gotta change the disc to scary movies 3. nice one. really nice. i laugh and laugh and laugh! but its no good. what a sin man. and i was sitting close with my good friend. =) nice show sia.
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next day, we had the large amazing race! we went to places like holland village, boon lay, jurong east, clementi, city hall, orchard, suntec etc. nice sia. got alot of funny things to do. too much to type man. maybe go see other councillors de blog bahx. haha. paiseh.
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then we had finale night and steamboat! high class sia! but they dunno how to cook de lar. everything was a mess haha. during the finale night we had to act lar. chao funny. especially songleng, wey jian, junle, chengjun etc. haha. songleng is obscene! he is OBSCENE! gosh. he wore an underwear on the outside and the next day he wore a shirt that his nipples could be seen? gosh.
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next day in the morning, we wore our NEW PUB TEE for breakfast. committee breakfast! everybody screamed and cheered so much during that morning i really got no voice le lar. so they eat roti prata i went 7-11 buy green tea and sandwich! muahahahas! sad case lar! still going out with com nicer. really lor.
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after that we pack up and leave. yupp.
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end of bonding camp.
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get back results le. very damn lan.
english- b4.
hcl- b3. (very sad lar. i cry and cry. haha.)
maths- b4.
science- c5.
geog- a2.
home econ- a2.
elit- b3.
something like that. yupp. but got improve can le.=)

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signing off.

gotta sleep.
chere` Child Of God. =)
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2005-10-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

hiie peeps!
this' supposed to be mugging time.
well im back from school, slept and been on the com.
like i said.
i don have to study.
coz i wont fare well still.
usual case.
the lower few in class.
haha.
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boring.
don feel like writing anything today.
geography down.
science down.
e lit down.
higher chinese down.
3 more to go.
just 3 more and i'll be partying away like crazy.
haha.
well, i spend most my life partying around isnt it?
haha.
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just being told by someone.
that my birthae's coming soon.
i kinda forgot for now actually.
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message: thx for remembering!
i'll hoot you if i don get my present eh?
haha. joking. =)
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signing off.
chere` Child Of God.

2005-10-07T17:50:00.000-07:00

yo peeps in ahs! sec4 prelim over le. now its eoy.. xian. seeing all my books in my room everyday's gonna drive me nutz manx. since last week ive been mugging so hard lar. now got panda-eye le. haha. but nvm. mug too hard also no use. i mugged hard for mid year too, but i still dint score that well. haha. God's will. =)
it was geog paper yesterday. quite okay lar. i copied notes on "Earth1" 18, 19, 20, 22, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29. and "Earth2" 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 9, 10, 11, 45. paperful of notes! haha. whole stack of tiny words! when i finished them i flipped through and cant believe i actually did that. haha. *spastic*. and yar! i helped someone real greatly! hee. stefan lost his "Earth2" so i photocopied all my notes for him. yeah! great deed. my friends says im dumb. well, best friends should help each other? haha.
then today was science. you know what? i started studying for it only yesterday night! so, as usual, the midnight oil lar. studied till 1am.. haha. then morning 5am wake up le. thought i will die for science paper lar. but. Thank you Lord! the multiple choices weren't that difficult then the others were quite okay. yupp. last night alex was like "wad eva.. too bad lor. i do daily revision so i can relax now." shit lar. =.= and yupp. "whether you fail or not, i don care. good luck.' does it contradict? ahem.. haha.
after the paper, kahwee, yiting, cal and i went macdonalds for lunch. then suddenly right, i saw zhongzuo! i was like "oh. 1L. shit that guy is coming?" then i looked up and saw stefan. wah lao. must meet him in all places. shocked dao lar. well, dint i just day he's my best friend. oh wells. haha. then behind him, guess what? huiyi? perhaps she just go with her friends then kinda tag along? i dunno. he said so.
when i went home from yiting's house (we went her house after lunch), i took the same taxi as the one i took in the morning. that driver chao funny lor.
"Turn right?"-driver.
"No turn left."-friend.
"I know turn left. i just asking "turn, right?". see? must listen properly. hahaaaa.."-driver.
spastic lar. haha.
then when we realised that, he asked for my birthday for 4D tonight. say we hen you yuan wor.. haha. he still gave me his number say next time if i late or need urgent help can call him. he will help me. nice driver! woohoos!=)
yesterday went sumo house with zixiang, weyjian, louis, psycho, kiayong and cal. we went to early so we slacked at the mac there first. you know we saw a couple? loh teng rui and lee ying! we almost puke lar. grrr. nvm.
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hope i can score well for exams bahx.
hope so. thats just hoping.
haha.
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byex.
chere` Child Of God.=)

2005-10-03T16:30:00.000-07:00

yoyo peepz.. havent been blogging for such a long time. either i've been busy choosing a new skin or ive been mugging. yes mugging! cant believe i actually do mug. when i told stefan that he was shocked. tee-hee! =) i wasnt like that at all in primary school. really. used to be like "heck-care" kind. woohoos. ive changed. dotz. crap..
saw public caning in school that day. my first time witnessing lar. its like i felt for them, so i cried when i heard the whip. yukk. even though they did wrong. i dunno. just couldn control myself.
and yar. let me tell something about ms sng. she damn ap lar!!
day1. in came a lil teacher and she started teaching e lit. after half an hour of lessons, this lil teacher told us something interesting. so we got all excited and started discussing about it. then, coz we were discussing, making noise, she went all unhappy and became ap you know?! this teacher just went to the teacher's table and sat there for the rest of the lesson, keeping so quiet that we had to shut up too. at the end, this lil teacher stood up, rolled her eye balls and stomped out of the classroom.
day2. she came in again. she dint stand there for us to greet her. instead, she went to the teacher's table and sat down again!! her face was damn black lar!
"you all like to talk right? sit down and talk all you want!"
so i sat down. there was a giggle then i stood up again.
"you all don know how to apologise right? not a single apology."
then we had to give in to her.
so we 1, 2, 3. "we're sorry ms sng.."
bullshitz! = after that she made us all stand then she asked questions, the person who answer correctly can sit down. its kinda lame lar. dotz. i bu shuang le. so i answered the first question in a damn complexed form. duh-hh. haha. after that tony tried to answer then i helped him. ms sng saw so she stood in front of him. he went panicky and answered like its his own dictionary language. haha. but she just allowed him to sit down. that day was sao damn crap lar.. =
when sunli was away for 3 days, we had free period for that, free period for eng enrichment and some others. woohoos! nice man. haha.
today on the way to the art room, wong ck carried weyjian up and threw him at me lar! his nose hit my mouth and i felt his big pimple. then whatever thing of his scratched my ankle. its swollen and pain now lar. all thankx to wong ck. humph. when i turned back weyjian was on the floor. stupid lar. but. wong ck is strong for goodness sake.
psycho, zixiang and i played a nice game just now. first, i took lijing's hairband and ran off. she chased me around the lab block, down to concourse and up to class again. but she was far behind. i gave it to zixiang, so when she returned, she began to chase zixiang again. zixiand pretended to pass it to psycho, sending lijing off for the 3rd chicken chase again. haha. hilarious. then zixiang went to hide. when she found that the hairband wasnt with psycho, zixiang gave the band to me and ran off to the toilet. haha. so i took the chance to stuff it into jinghan's bag. for everyone's info, LIJING LIKE JINGHAN. = LIJINGHAN! =) haha. she was sick of chasing so she just went home. haha. nice one.
weyjian and i was doing tony's art piece for him just now? coulouring, toning and outlining pieces of shits that he drew? they was really shits lar. he says it was special and unique? hmmm. was so tired after everything. so i became ap and stormed home. haha. so here i am now!
what a nice day today. dotz.
wait for my next post! and remember to link and tag me k? haha.
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signing off.
chere` -Child of God. =)

2005-09-26T15:10:00.000-07:00

26/09/2005.
it was today, that i cried so much. i cried so much for mr jimmy ong.. he resigned and now, its been so long. i think of him and i'll just cry. really really miss him. just hope that he could come back one day. just one day. coz the sec3 alexander and his friend andy came to spread the words of God. Coz im already a christian, keane too. so they pointed it out to alex, zixiang and cal. then i just thought of mr ong. haiiz..
MR ONG! HOPE YOU'RE COMING BACK SOON! WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN!...

i'll always remember you as the most important man in my life..

Christianity is not a religion; its a relationship with God.

signin' off.
x]tears in my eyes.
chere` - Child Of God.

2005-09-22T20:56:00.000-07:00

dear heavenly Father,
i hope Lord, that you would bless graci's friend. that she could get rid of her sorrows, the tears she cries everynight. Lord, i ask that you would allow her to walk in your way, that you would give her the strength to go on with her baby. Father, i just hope in you that she could learn from her mistakes this time, remind her never to repeat again. And that you could remove the stain in her life spiritually. Father, i ask that she would be ever strong to carry on.
All these i hope for, in Jesus' name,
Amen.
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Poor girl to meet with such a problem at this age. But girl, just wanna tell you whoever you are, be strong. bless you in everything. =)
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Phew. had publicity AAR meeting today. ive to do my job as the gift i/c. hmmm. what presents should i buy ne? pub people! what do you all like?? i wonder.. nvm. i'll just go shopping and get the things. maybe a "clara" keychain for edison? haha. joking..
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They say its damn obvious. asked lijing, chelsia, weyjian etc. people from other class knows it too lor. but i still don think so its so obvious and i don believe yet. well yet. how can it be? hmmm. it could be vice versa but.. its just too impossible. =)
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stoppin'.
byex.=)

2005-09-21T18:34:00.000-07:00

so bored and tired now. my mind cant seem to work lor.. wanna study for eoy but cannot concentrate. duh-hh.
kiayong, lijing aka sophine(but no link at all lor..) and i have decided on something. its that- except for english, kiayong will sit at lijing's place, lijing at my place, me at kiayong's place! oh my gosh. thats heaven manx. firstly, lijing will spread her pervertic chicken flu to psycho. haha. she's like the sickest girl in class lar. kinda made psycho's mind fully corrupted le lar now.. my class is hopeless manx. everyone is sick. including me. haha. secondly, kiayong can fulfill his wish on being able to talk and get child-like with the boys again. good for him.. =) lastly, i can sit there and crap all day long! with the "shi quan shi mei; ye shu di qia wo zui wan mei" guy, the pimpo-duck, the cow, cal and geoffrey.. haha. old thing. rock on man! haha.
i did tony's remedial hw. but who cares. not coz im interested in him or what. i get to practice more and he gain nothing but pieces of dumb shit in his brain. why not? dotz.
after school. we had a yellow ribbon project video. its quite nice actually, rather meaningful. "nothing to lose." haha. after that go back to class.. alex ask me to wait for him lar. dotz. so oh fine. i waited. halfway, all the girls go back le. left tony, weyjian, zixiang and me in the classroom and you know what happened? stapler bullet fight. tony went around the class putting the bullets into our hair. snatched my phone, expect me to chase him and get it back. then keep attacking me. what the- nvm. thats for childish peeps. duh-hh.
went home after that. with alex. dunno whats wrong with him on the bus. went quiet all of a sudden. funny freak. haha. whatever..
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2005-09-20T18:31:00.000-07:00

yoz people! past few days too busy le.. so i dint post. xianx.. but hey! everybody tag and link me k? yoohoo! haha. =)
two days back kinda had this "quarrel" with sunli. its coz? im desperate to quit dance! dance like so xian, every week the same old ballet thing.. then cant get along with the people there.. just lost my passion and interest. totally. swan yee called me and asked me if i wanted to quit or what. i told her caleena etc want to quit as well.. told her the reasons.. then we crapped about sunli. i was like shock tio when she called lar. never got along well. she's quite nice lar. people even asked me if she was my sis. haha. -.- maybe coz we all loud-mouths bahx. haha. after that she thought it was polite to tell our dear vp, crystal.. after that crystal go and tell sunli?! what the- lor. and believe it? sunli called my house and talked to my mum. grrr. ... next day sunli just "talked to me nicely", then wanted me to tryna accept dance and out my passion back. and that she would get me for dance pres during sec3 coz im potential? pieces of bullzzz. just to get me back. in the end what can i say anyway? no choice but to.. listen to her. tryna accept again. haha. like its possible.. =
today was soo nice manx! caleena was sick, she dint come to school, so i sat at her seat almost the entire day! cme, maths, science. 3 hours. haha. then had free period for english enrichment. cool right? but only one lesson i had to sit back at my sit. and its - chinese by sunli. duh-hh. = nvm. with people like tony, ck, geoffrey and chelsia (my good friends..) around for today and hopefully everyday, school hours would be rocking like nobody's business manx! haha. we were crapping a fool all the while lar. tony, ck, chelsia and i. woshh! haha. im getting spastic le. haha.
nvm. you all should know im spastic lar. so nothing to da jing xiao guai. haha.
wait for my next post bahx.
don wanna and don feel like writing those sad things down. haha..
put them all behind!
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2005-09-16T21:07:00.000-07:00

im so bored now.. getting crazy from boredom..
the day started of like when we were goin' down for assembly it started to pour? duh-hh.. i was about to go to the upper sec block to do the patrolling duty with jingyi and daryl foo lor.. then suddenly it just came. i really missed my duty lor. that fri did my duty, was holis last week, now i missed it again. hmmm. xian. starting to ap liao. after that it was english but that extra sunli come in lar. she try to make all the possible changed periods into her lesson-chinese. hate it lor.. i can sleep when she talk. whateverr. then the school song dint play. chelsia kinda aa lar. shouted "no school song! sit down lar!".. but never mind. used to it. she jiu shi zhe yang de. =) xian. sunli's lessons kinda suck lor.
there's not much today actually.. oh yar. after that mr tan had to accompany zhuting to the hospital. her kneecap prob again. heard its gotta do with her knee's tissue, got rubbed and stuffs. there'll be relapse anytime then she was recommended not to take badminton anymore. sad case. but she perservere on anyway. zhuting jiayou!! haha. *back to mr tan*.. so he wasnt here, we had free period. yeah!! in the end, tony, ck, weyjian, louis, geoffrey, zixiang, keane, sk, lijing, chelsia, cal and i played truth or dare. *hope i dint miss out any names.. hehe*.
i had this truth question from ck thats like.. "say the truth arh. do you like tony?".
well i just replied on the spot (even when tony's near, coz he's playing too..). "oh. k im only interested in him lar. not like." i dint feel anything. k im liberal. whateverr. its been around the class lar.. i already said that interested in only. not like.. what the-
nice game anyways. haha. though the guys were talking porn then i got so angry wanted to just give them one tight slap. grr. haha.
nothing much lar. after that i felt so weak. getting a lil feverish, then felt like dozing off. thus! i pon dance! yeah! but its the truth that i sick lar k. they confirm wont believe de lor. but who cares. its the last cca lor. not gonna see that teacher or seniors for a long long time. thats one worth celebrating de. *woots*!
so, i pon cca with cal, baochuan and miaoqian. nice manx.
then i went white sands with cal coz my aunt's not home yet. had some food at the cafe and crapped with my pri school friend. showed them the class photos and they said tony's the most shuai de lor. yoo! nice answer. haha. =)
after that saw yiting and vivien, chatted with them a long time. realized vivien's rather nice de. haha. im mad manx.
k then i went home. nothing much really.
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getting droopy..
byex. =)

2005-09-15T04:10:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo people! just got my new bloggie. a special great big help from caleena. *woots* love ya manx!! haha. taggie miie! =)